Sep 30, 2015


The ghost of affections, banished spirits:
Old things that rise again with the red moon.

The earth lifts a shadow boldly to its blushed roundness,
And it is partly extinguished.

In that dark instant, the eye inside opens,
And sees in a single, wincing look, the outline of forsaken,

Would-be lovers; gilded men, whose only downfall
Could be their existence. In the shroud of future-things,

They wear their bodies like old gods:

perfect mechanisms of seduction,
A noose of flesh by which to hang.

Had they materialized,
They would have been afflictions; and I know,

For I suffered many seasons by those same sins,

Sunk myself with them, buried myself under a mountain of men,
And learned to both hate, and bear

Their weight, and watched my soul drift into oblivion.
But for now, as fantasy renewed, in the warm cave of promised love, 

I find them again: covered in sweat, shining golden,
And I ache, I ache, I ache.

1 Comments:

At 12:29 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Want
by Carrie Fountain

The wasps outside
the kitchen window
are making that
thick, unraveling sound
again, floating in
and out of the bald head
of their nest,
seeming not to move
while moving,
and it has just occurred
to me, standing,
washing the coffeepot,
watching them hang
loosely in the air—thin
wings; thick, elongated
abdomens; sad, down—
pointing antennae—
that this
is the heart’s constant
project: this simple
learning; learning
how to hold
hopelessness
and hope together;
to see on the unharmed
surface of one
the great scar
of the other; to recognize
both and to make
something of both;
to desire everything
and nothing
at once and to desire it
all the time;
and to contain that desire
fleshly, in a body;
to wash it and rest it
and feed it; to learn
its name and from whence
it came; and to speak
to it—oh, most of all
to speak to it—
every day, every day,
saying to one part,
“Well, maybe this is all
you get,” while saying
to the other, “Go on,
break it open, let it go.”

 

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